A Couple Weeks In...

Well, still at it - doing the whole doctor thing.  It's fun, though I still gotta say I like clinic the most.  Clinic is where I see myself practicing most of the time.  Right now, though, I've got another week of Emergency left.  It's fun, it's interesting - a fair few procedures and such.  Only thing about it though is it's all very short term - essentially putting a bandage on someone's problem.  I would find that very demoralizing after a while.  I guess it has the same appeal as surgery - there's a problem, and you fix what you see in front of you.  Maybe it was my education at an osteopathic school, but I just don't see the appeal.  Or at least it doesn't really feel like being a 'doctor.'  You don't even get to do elaborate labs when you have an interesting case - it's just 'not our problem, they'll work that up later.'  The lifestyle is somewhat appealing, a few long shifts then a few days off, but still - doesn't have the same appeal in terms of feeling fulfilled.  

Right now trying to figure out what I should focus on learning on my own - there's so much stuff to learn more about, and it's hard to know what to focus on.  

Also enjoying being employed - getting paychecks is great.  Once I get used to the schedule of how things work I'll feel better about everything and a little less stressed - scheduling in enough sleep is the biggest challenge.  I want to get more out of my day when I've been gone a long time, and end up cutting into sleep.  Almost August...my how time flies.  Well, I think I'll try to read up on one medical topic and one medication each day.  Or every other day.  Whichever I can accomplish.  I'd really like to at least know what receptors everything acts upon - some of them I know but some I just memorized what you use them for.  The nuances count the most...

As far as my crusade against poor management of mental health in outpatient medicine, I'm still not backing down.  Still using my PHQ-9s, documenting them, discussing it with patients... it would be really hard to manage some patients if I were limited by time the way the real doctors are.  I'm given a lot of time to see patients and hear their stories, and I'm really thankful for that.  It'll be a challenge in the future when I have to boil down a 45 minute psychiatric visit into a 15-20 minute visit that includes their other problems.  Gotta pick the battles where you can...

First Week of Residency Year 1

Well, I've had about a week of being a resident - I have to say, parking in "Doctor's Only" spots, getting all the free cafeteria food I want, introducing myself as a Doctor so-and-so, it's been pretty great!  It's taking a little getting used to, but it's fun!  I'm finally having a part in patient care and I think the confidence that comes from having decent decision making skills is making me better with my patient interactions.  Also, I have electronic medical records down almost like a second language after only a day or two.  I haven't used this system before, but I've always been good with computers so...after two years of gritting my teeth while watching my attendings attempt to chart patient visits, finally I am the one doing that!  

I've started out with clinic and homeless medicine - which is very interesting and it's a pretty easy way to start out.  The hours aren't that long and I get to do a lot of reading and videos.  I like that I get noon conferences - kind of a daily lecture on random stuff.  Also the commute from my place is less than 15 minutes no matter where I have to go so far!  For emergency, which I start next week, it gets a little more tricky - I might end up driving 30 minutes each way.  My first call is this weekend, luckily it's 7pm to 7am, starting on Saturday, so I get to sleep in and get both days to hang out and do stuff.  

Pretty much all moved in up here - our place is all settled, wedding and honeymoon are all done for now, time to get back to work...  I'm trying to start out with good habits - always taking care of things on time, staying organized, you know.  The things everyone says they'll do but usually don't do.  Well, I'm hoping to do them!  Anyhow, time to enjoy my evening... after a long day running around trying to keep a bunch of things straight in my head...

As a PS:  I keep seeing emails from recent medical graduates, international, caribbean and domestic, all sending us their applications hoping we've had a vacancy or to get started for the next round of residency applications.  All I can say is I am sooooo thankful to be done with that and finally I can stay put for three years and get paid money!  MONEY!  It's not much but it's something!  

Match Day: Redding

Well, the results are in and my match is Redding - specifically the new Shasta Community Health Center program for Family Medicine up in Redding, which shares its first year training curriculum with the Redding Family Medicine program.  Basically I am looking at 3 years of training and I should get a well-rounded family medicine education, considering the community-based nature of the program and the resources available.  

What this means is that now my fiance and I must change our current living arrangement - while we had really hoped to stay in the Sacramento area, in many ways Redding may be a better fit for me.  It emphasizes clinical medicine more than one of the Sacramento programs, UC Davis definitely wasn't a real "fit" for me, and the other Sacramento program would have been a close tie with Redding.  However, the fact that the Shasta program wants me makes them all the more desirable.  Currently we are looking for two bedroom/two bath cat-friendly places in Redding, and tomorrow will investigate a one bedroom/one bath place in Davis.  Hopefully schedules will work out so we can spend maximum amount of time with each other.  The other two residents in my program so far (they are still interviewing for a second PGY-2 spot) are both married with children, as are most of the previous years' Redding residents, which hopefully will foster a supportive environment for married individuals.  

I am starting to get excited about checking out the Redding area - see what the local area has in store for us. Our current landlord let us out of our lease agreement, since we signed without knowing we would be moving.  Didn't even charge us for backing out of the lease, which I definitely appreciated.  Hopefully we can sign a lease tomorrow and get that element squared away.  Heading to Monterey for a bit then going to start an Allergy/Immunology rotation.  

Change in Reception...

Well, this was certainly a little different than the previous places I went to. Today's interview day went okay. It was mostly negative, though. First off, none of the residents who were showing us around seemed to know what they were doing. The day started off with a tour, instead of an orientation like all my previous days had started, so we didn't even have an agenda. The person giving the tour was an intern resident, who has only been with the program since July and hasn't even worked in all the hospital departments yet. Usually it's a 2nd or 3rd year resident who does the tours. They also were frank about telling us some of the negatives about the program. When we got back, first I was with a faculty member and she seemed to start off a little colder but she warmed up gradually. Went over my application, I got a bit of a skeptical vibe from her, but I kinda shrugged it off, it didn't seem to be a big deal. After that interview, I was with a current resident who was pretty nice and seemed to like me fine. He even told me a little about the criteria for ranking people, which he probably shouldn't have, and said that being a Spanish speaker, interested in OB/GYN, underserved and rural medicine, etc. are all part of their checklist for whether to rank someone or not. 

After that came the program director (PD). I was willing to give him the benefit of the doubt at first, but he didn't seem particularly warm or excited about me. Certainly not like the Sutter had. Sutter probably knew I had genuine interest in them based on me doing the sub-internship, and I had spent a month with them being nothing but nice and pleasant and enthusiastic. I basically felt like the PD here started the interview with the assumption that I was a lying game-player trying to dupe them into thinking I wanted to be in their program so they would rank me highly. For one, he didn't seem enthusiastic or happy at all when I said (TRUE) stuff that matched their mission goals. I DO want to work with Spanish speaking patients, I DO want to have full-spectrum experience and know what resources are available to uninsured patients in California. I don't want to do nothing but OB/GYN but I'd like to be able to handle my primary patients when they get pregnant instead of sending them off to a "specialist".  He basically told me not to rank them unless I really wanted the program, and whenever I said what I liked about the program he seemed entirely nonplussed and just reiterated his previous statements. He even went so far as to say that it's "better to scramble for a residency than match at a place that is just a backup." 

Also, mid-interview, he asked about my Spanish experience and then proceeded to say (in MEXICAN Spanish) "How about we chat in Spanish for a bit?" At first I was thrown off because he used the Mexican-Spanish word for chat instead of the more common verbs like hablar or charlar. I never use the word he used, but based on the context of the rest of the sentence I figured it out after a second of confusion. I asked what he would like to discuss and he said tell me about a patient I saw in the past year. So I start telling him about a patient, and I wanted go on, since I was starting to get going better, and he basically cut me off and played it off like he just likes hearing peoples' accents. First off, part of me feels like he intentionally used the Mexican parlance to make it more challenging. Second, he didn't even let me talk long enough to hear much of an accent, OR let me get in the rhythm of it. He knows it's not my native language, and interviews are somewhat stressful even when you're a competitive semi-confident applicant. Obviously he was checking to make sure I didn't just lie all over my application.  I was expecting to run into someone who would want to speak Spanish with me as a subtle 'test', after all, they always say never to overestimate your language skills unless you can conduct the interview in Spanish.  It wasn't the fact that he tested me, but his skeptical expression and tone. I kind of wonder if it was because my personal statement seemed overly-tailored for their program - I only tailored the very last short paragraph, but the rest of the personal statement (the generic family medicine part) just so happens to perfectly suit their mission statement over the other programs a bit. My scores are also pretty competitive.  Maybe on paper it looks a little too good to be true for their program.

Either way, I had been starting to consider that the place might be nice to be at, if it came to it - it would definitely give me my Spanish experience, the residents all seemed pretty chill and nice, and the earlier faculty member I was interviewed by seemed nice and interesting.  Plus its location is pretty nice is near some nice places.  Ultimately, this program director's attitude was a complete turnoff, and the PD plays a pretty significant role in your residency training over the next three years.  I don't want to have to be around someone like him who treats me in such a judgmental manner and isn't even open to hear what I have to say. One of the other faculty members also attacked a 3rd year student from UCSF who was giving a talk about a global non-profit organization she started before medical school that was reducing maternal morbidity and mortality worldwide.  After we finished clapping and it was opened up for comments and questions, the first guy who raised his hand was this faculty member who essentially told her that some of their efforts were a waste of resources and time, and that they were going about it wrong.  Not a single word of encouragement.  A couple other people commended her after that initial commenter, and of course she took the initial criticisms in stride, but...I was upset because her accomplishments were honestly quite impressive.  

Two Interviews Left...

Well, two more days of GI left, and two interviews left.  I decided to cancel my Reno interview.  I've gotten good enough vibes from three of my top four programs, and two of my backup programs, that I don't really want to risk driving my two-wheel drive car into Reno in January when it would be at the bottom of my rank list anyway.  I am almost tempted to cancel the next two interviews, because I'm getting tired of interviews, the novelty has worn off, and these last two places are also at the bottom of my list.  However, one of the interviews is Thursday, and the next one is a week from Thursday.  They are coming up so soon that I might as well just do them.  

Currently on my GI rotation - mostly just trying to get through it.  I'm already tired of seeing colonoscopies.  They're interesting enough, but ... pretty brutal to watch and most of them are very routine.  Nice preceptor, very glad I'm only spending two weeks doing this.  Really more like one week considering the Thanksgiving vacation and my two interview days.  After this, it's a month off!

On another note, got my wedding dress ordered, got my car repaired (one more expensive repair coming up but I'll do that after I get my next loan disbursement), and have all of December off during which I get to visit my maid of honor in Seattle, have two friends stay over, and celebrate two Christmases.  Oh yeah, and my Birthday.  The guy at the Pinkberry Frozen Yogurt place today guessed that I was turning twenty - off by about 6 years.  Glad I still pass for a college kid in a college town.  I would think it would be even more obvious when you're surrounded by people who actually are younger than you.  Also going down to Monterey soon for a few days to check out wedding venues, and next year Mom's taking us to Hawaii for a few days.  All-in-all, 4th year is winding down to be pretty good, and I feel like when you really set your mind to something, anything can happen...

Probably because today's interview felt like it went really well.  Maybe I was just overconfident or over-comfortable  but I feel like I got really good vibes from them.  Like Kit always says, "Be nice to the administrative people, because they make a big difference and are usually unappreciated."  Very true.  When I did my sub-internship at this place (my number one choice for residency), I tended to go through the back entrance since the front included the waiting room.  The back entrance I had to ring the bell every day and they were always smiling and very happy to get up and open the door for me - I even apologized most of the time, saying I wish there were some easier ways to get through, and started using the other door after a while.  I always chatted with them, smiled a lot, showed my appreciation.  Today I feel like they not only remembered and liked me from before, but I felt like they tried to put the spotlight more on me a few times, and I feel like they even might have talked a little to the program director.  They definitely made an effort to remind her that I had done a sub-internship at the site, and when she came back while I was the only one sitting in the room (others had gone to their scheduled interviews, I was on a scheduled "break") she said she had looked over my application just then and talked to me in a kind of informal interview.  Just the level of comfort from knowing the facility and all the residents was really encouraging and confidence boosting.  

Also, when they're saying to the interview group "We allowed to tell you that you're a shoo-in for the program," I couldn't help but feel like they were half-directing it at me.  I don't know.  They aren't allowed to tell us this stuff because if they do, then students get the wrong idea, and cancel their other interviews and put all their eggs in one basket when there are no guarantees that the program plans to follow through.  It's all part of the game I suppose.  

On another note, we toured the Davis maternity facilities and when I graduate, it would be pretty sweet to deliver my first baby there.  They have one of the lowest C-section rates in the country, have facilities to allow you to be in a pool for labor or for water birth deliveries... it looks pretty dang awesome.  You can also connect your music player up to the sound system in the rooms.  I have 4 years or so to figure it out, so we shall see.  But I've got my eyes set on that location - not to mention it's only 10 minutes from where I live now.  That would be pretty awesome.

Sub Internship - Week 3

Well, I know I haven't been updating much - it's been busy.  A lot of fun stuff going on - seeing all kinds of patients, getting to know the residents and faculty... it's really enjoyable.  I had almost forgotten how much I enjoyed family medicine - there are so many things you get to do in family medicine that you can't do in other fields of medicine.  A day could involve diagnosing a patient with anorexia, managing a patient with depression, removing a sebaceous cyst, performing maneuvers to treat a patient's vertigo, putting a cast on a 10 year old boy, identifying a rash and prescribing antibiotics to prevent future heart complications, managing a patient with hypertension + diabetes + chronic kidney disease + depression + foot ulcers + macular degeneration, managing a patient with sinusitis, counseling a patient on weight loss, removing an ingrown toenail, identifying a urinary tract infection... and so on.

Essentially any medical problem a patient has, they go to you first.  So much fun.  I'm at the point where I know enough that sometimes it feels like I really have the answers.  There have been many encounters that would be blog-worthy in these past weeks, I just don't know where to start.  A woman at 37 weeks gestation who has gestational diabetes, who also just developed symptomatic gallstones, who has an OB/GYN physician who seems indifferent to the fact her pregnancy is one problem away from becoming an emergency surgery?  Breaking the news to a young skinny girl that she has dieted to the point that she isn't having periods and needs to gain more weight when that's the last thing she wants?  A man with crippling chronic pain from an accident years ago who is allergic to morphine?  

The residents have been great, the attendings have all been great, I feel like I fit in really well.  I love the area, the city, our new place.  I really hope I get into this program.  

Currently my tally is 8 interviews scheduled out of 11 programs I applied to.  I think I'll get an interview with Davis, and I am still hoping for at least one more interview offer.  I'm not holding my breath for one of the programs.  I'm kind of looking forward to interviews as well - two places are covering my lodging.  One of them is letting me stay with a resident, and another is paying for my hotel room.  Tomorrow hopefully I can relax a bit.  I need to get back on my exercise regimen but I strained my calf muscle two weeks ago and it still hurts really bad and I don't want to be impatient and hurt it even more.  After next week I start Pediatric Psychiatry - should be nice.

Sub-Internship Day 1

Things are going well so far - they have EPIC electronic medical records and I have full access, so I have started making my own note forms and am getting on great with everyone I've met.  To make things better, before the end of the day I had an interview request from Merced, called Salinas and confirmed my interview for end of November, and the coordinator I met this morning (at place I am currently doing my sub-internship) sent me an e-mail requesting/confirming an interview date!  So now I have two interviews scheduled, and two I'm waiting for official date scheduling, but 4/11 within 1 week of applying ain't bad!  

I also like my preceptor and hope to get along with everyone super well.  I'm just trying to remember to smile as much as humanly possible, without it looking inhuman.  They seem to think my patient presentations are pretty decent too, even though right now I feel like I'm so scatterbrained.  It's been a LONG time since I did any rotations in a clinic, so my outpatient presentation skills are really rusty.  Shouldn't be long before I'm back in the swing of things, but until then, it's a slightly rocky start.  I'm definitely glad I'd touched base with a couple current residents - it's nice to see familiar faces, who all seem encouraging. 

At any rate, I think I'm going to go and read up on some stuff I saw today and then do some pleasure-reading.  

Applying for Residency

Well, some of you may see this around the time it is posted, others may not see it until far later - why?  Residency applications.  It is a well-known fact in this world of technology and the internet that potential employers and programs "google" their applicants to see if they have any unsavory activities.  Not that this blog or any of my other interests are unsavory, because honestly they are not, but I don't know that I want any program directors perusing my blog entries and overanalyzing any hints of cynicism or detachment I may portray in them.  As always, this blog is an outlet for my medical experiences, and lets me take a step back from the nitty gritty of everything.  

I shall now continue.

A few days ago, I finished tailoring all my personal statements for the family medicine programs I have decided to apply for.  In total, I have selected 11.  I was originally only choosing 10, but my adviser encouraged me to go higher, so I added on a program in Reno, NV.  We are encouraged to send tailored applications, according to a book I have about "Acing the Match."  Supposedly, programs do not expect it, but when they see a tailored personal statement, they pay much closer attention to you.  Combine that with the fact that my personal statement pretty much screams "Amazing Family Medicine resident," and I have a decent application.  Board scores are about average for those applying, but for super clinical medicine, numbers aren't really the most important thing, and the interview is their number one criteria for ranking applicants.

That said, I sent out all my applications, each with their tailored application, on Monday.  Our Dean's letter is another major criteria they use to determine who they invite for interviews, as most programs only interview 100-250 students for about 8-16 spots, so I wasn't expecting to get much as far as responses for another couple weeks.  Much to my surprise, today I got not one, but TWO interview invites.  Super exciting!  Kind of a "This is happening too fast!" feeling.  Two other programs notified me that the received my application and will be reviewing it over the next couple weeks - one had me list my interview date preferences in case they choose to invite me for an interview after reviewing my completed application, including the Dean's letter.  Dean's letter should go out around the beginning of October, so I should start hearing from a lot more programs then.  Having two interviews already in the works is really exciting, especially when one is a program I thought would be more difficult to get an interview at, and one of the programs is in my top 4 choices.  Things are looking good.

On the other hand, next week I start my sub-internship at Sutter Sacramento, which is my tentative first choice residency program.  I am not sure whether it will still be my first choice after interviewing at a bunch of places, but we shall see.  It is the most compatible and geographically convenient of the programs I have looked at.  If I get interviews at the 10 California programs, I may just withdraw my application to the Nevada program, since they mostly accept MD students from the Caribbean, Nevada students, and DO students, suggesting their program is not of very high caliber.  I also didn't get a very strong impression from their website, short of them offering wilderness medicine.  

The next couple weeks will be exciting to see who is interested in me, and how many choices I will have.  The thing I don't know is whether they have actually read my personal statement or if these interview invitations are based on my COMLEX/USMLE scores.  I have a feeling they must have read my personal statements, because my scores, as I said, were around the average for successful family medicine applicants. I really hope I get an interview at every place I listed, because that would make me feel a lot more comfortable about the match, come March.  Time to drink in celebration!

Psychiatry Week 1

This rotation is a breath of fresh air compared to the previous one.  First off, our preceptor is a nice middle-aged white chap who I have no trouble understanding and who likes to sit and chat about psychiatry.  Second, it is not a high-stress environment, despite being surrounded by many psychotic patients (in the medical sense). Third, I have a fellow classmate with me on the rotation, so we have each other to hang out with during lunch and on breaks.  The patients are all quite interesting, and we get off relatively early most of the days.  Also I get to wake up at 6:00-ish instead of 5:00-ish, like I did last time.  I still have a 1.5 hour drive each way, but again, plenty of lectures to watch on the way.  

Another nice thing about psychiatry, is I know a fair amount about the topic so it's less stressful, less pressure.  I have another week here, then the week after we have a week of mandatory lectures and sessions at the main campus that everyone in our class has to attend, so I will be making a much shorter commute each day.  The final week I have to fly out to Pennsylvania on Tuesday, take the physical examination portion of the boards on Wednesday, then I fly back on Thursday.  I am most looking forward to finding a really nice restaurant in the area and having a solo celebratory meal after the exam.  It will be an awesome feeling.  

Then the next big events will be the board exams.  

I also cancelled my family medicine rotation up at the hospital I was at previously for internal medicine - it was scheduled for mid-December to mid-January and I do NOT want to be doing a sub-internship with long hours at a program that I really do not want to get into (not the best environment, and word has it that it is a very weak program) and which would require long hours and that 1.5 hour drive.  During the holiday season.  It's not worth it.  I'll fill that time with another elective of some sort.  I should send some requests for those sorts of things now.

Off off and away!

Pediatrics, Week 5

Okay, it's been a while since I updated - various things have happened - boyfriend had surgery, we had a friend visit and stay with us for a week, oh yeah, and I got a really bad cold after not being sick with anything of any kind for over a year.  Anyhow, pediatrics is going well, even if it is still pretty boring by my standards.  I like patients that can actually talk to you, and the majority of our visits seem to either be under 24 month well checks or kids with runny noses and ear infections.  Occasionally we get older kids, ADHD kids, and the like.  I got to hang out with a pediatric cardiologist, a pediatric behavioralist, and a pediatric endocrinologist.  I'll stick to the highlights...

As far as my preceptor goes, he seems to think I'm pretty smart and capable - he constantly comments that I am really good at writing up history and physical notes and write really quickly and well.  Basically I have them done at Step 2 Board Physical speed - get in the room, start writing, and by the time I'm out I have the history written and am halfway through the physical, already having discussed the assessment and plan with the patient to some degree.  I also have Step 1 USMLE studying to thank for having a reputation now as a medical dictionary.  It's funny, but I'm glad he thinks highly of me.  Even though I'm not particularly interested in pediatrics, I'm considering asking him for a letter of recommendation - simply because he would probably write a very complimentary one and has said on many occasions that I will be a great primary care doctor.

The only real complaint I have about him is that he won't let me interview Spanish-speaking patients, he insists on us just getting an interpreter and not letting me have a try at it.  I'm not sure why, I suspect it's for medical-legal reasons, perhaps he doesn't want to end up relying on what I say and then if something goes wrong then he can't refer back to interpreter #### who misinterpreted for him.

Still going to my didactic sessions, been mostly working on getting my applications together for my year 4 rotations.  I found several places I want to go for - my list of possible good places has increased from 2-3 to 3-4, and my list of total feasible options from 4 to a bit over 10.  It helps that I am going for family medicine, which is more receptive to DO students.

Next month around this time I will have to do case presentation - I'm planning on doing it on that young homeless woman who came in with abscesses in her muscles that we thought at first was meningitis or endocarditis.  It was a really interesting case and is a good way to talk about diagnosing meningitis, which is an important thing to understand.

Good news: I also got back my board exam score and not only did I pass, but I scored the average for all 4th years who go into family medicine residencies.  While it is just barely over the cutoff for one of the programs in Sacramento that I wanted, I can do better on my Step 2 and hopefully that cutoff was more for COMLEX scores and not USMLE.  Either way, I passed that and am essentially caught up to where I should be.  Now to study for Step 2 and get my fourth year figured out.

California Association of Family Practitioners conference

Well, this weekend I have been in LA with a friend and attending the CAFP conference.  There has been a lot of discussion about how Family Physicians get a bad rap, and how they need to improve their image and reputation for the public, patients, other physicians, etc.  They went over the things to do when applying to residencies, went over the timeline for things.  The next most beneficial thing was talking to the residency program directors - the things they emphasized the most were...

• Doing a sub-internship (Sub-I) at their facility
• Choosing rotations that offer good inpatient training
• Interviewing well and going with your gut

It was nice to know that they don't emphasize board scores very much, and that your rotations make a bigger impact.  I asked around about what programs that are local that they think give good rotations, and so I will be getting in contact with those people and preparing my rotation applications - the good ones fill up fast.  I don't want to be stuck with outpatient.  Only problem is I may be stuck with really long commutes if we move to Davis in February (e.g. if I want to do Peds at Oakland Children's Hospital).  Driving back up to Northern California in a bit - I have my family medicine lectures on hand!

Starting Infectious Disease

Well, I have started infectious disease - it mostly involves going around to patients with suspected infections and monitoring their antibiotic regimens, laboratory cultures, etc.  The doctor is very nice, he is fresh out of his fellowship so he's closer to my age I think.  We have another student joining us next week, and he's also lenient about me taking days off (specifically for a doctor's appointment and for driving down to LA for the California Academy of Family Practitioners conference).  I spend a lot of time learning bugs and antibiotics, which should be good stuff to know.

In the meantime, I'm checking out residency programs that are nearby - I emailed two of them.  One of them said they take both COMLEX and USMLE, no difference between them, they just want a good score, and they look for a two digit score of 80 or higher, and I'm over 80, so that's good.  Not MUCH over 80 but hopefully there won't be too much competition - that tends to play a big role.  I'm going to try emailing the students who matched there and see if they have any suggestions or are willing to share their scores.  Family medicine isn't as popular as other residencies so I'll have a better shot.

Also need to sign up for the physical exam portion of my step 2 exam.  

Family Medicine COMAT exam

Well I took the COMAT exam today for Family Medicine - three of my classmates didn't know the date had been changed so they were lucky I contacted one of them the night before.  Kinda funny.  Anyhow, took the exam - it was very consistent with what I had been learning - some of the questions may not have been written the best, but I think the USMLE questions will be more challenging.  I'll go through those on my question bank soon.  The exam took me about an hour and a half, we are given two hours.  Other people were staying longer but I think it is because they were Internal Medicine, and that exam is a bit harder than Family Medicine.  

I found some good online lectures to listen to for Family Medicine topics, and primary care topics in general.  Quite nice.  I have a little bit of relaxing in store this weekend, since I am now between rotations.  Tomorrow is my last day of Family Medicine, so I need to ask my preceptor about a recommendation.  He will almost certainly say yes.  

FM 2 Week 4

This is my last week of Family Medicine, only a couple more days.  Thursday is my Family Medicine COMAT exam, so hopefully I'm ready for it - I've been listening to prep lectures.  Yesterday we went to a nursing home for my preceptor to catch up on his nursing home patients.  It was interesting, though mostly depressing.  A good number of the patients are unaware of things, and most have those childlike empty grins of Alzheimers, the nonverbal combativeness of Alzheimers, slow fogginess of normal dementia, shaking and mental confusion of Parkinson's, or if they're lucky a semi-lucid awareness of what is going on.  One lady/man (I couldn't tell what gender the patient was, to be quite honest) kept following us down the corridors in his/her wheelchair, calling after the doctor who examined his/her friend asking why we didn't examine him/her.  He/she kept grabbing my arm and trying to talk to me, but the person was partly deaf so it was hard to even talk to him/her.  The doctor and the chief nurse tried ignoring the person, but he/she was very persistent.  Eventually they talked the person down, but it was awkward for a little while there.  We also saw one lady who has a big fall risk who feels trapped at the nursing home, because she cannot go out unaccompanied and has no family nearby.  That was rather depressing also.

I start Infectious Disease at Fairfield next week, so that should be neat.  I checked my rotation schedule again and my second elective is still not arranged, so I re-emailed our coordinator and I guess she just hadn't noticed that I had attached two different forms when I emailed her a month or so ago, and so she tried to blame the IT department on it.  She better not cost me a rotation...it'll be a big headache to have to find another place.  

FM2 Week 3

I'm in my second to last week of  Family Medicine - things have gotten even more routine feeling, especially since my current preceptor is a little more relaxed even than the first one.  He's great, just very chill, so he doesn't really pressure me to make SOAP notes and such.  I'm glad all the doctors have such good bedside manner, except that one that I mentioned before who had the difficulty communicating.  There was also this other doctor I was with one day who sounded tired/bored the whole time, no real emotional changes in his voice, but that's beside the point.  

This week there have been a few interesting cases - we saw a woman who had a gastric bypass who "felt like she had something stuck in her throat" and was feeling nauseous and unable to drink liquids.  She ended up having to be sent to the ER to get her esophagus checked and sure enough she had a bolus of food stuck in her lower esophagus.  I feel like most of the presentations I am seeing in the office are familiar to me now and I have a pretty good idea of what medications and treatment plans to use.  

Today I was with the sports medicine doctor again and confirmed that he will write me a letter of recommendation - I just need to email him my stuff.  It had been a while since I saw him (2 weeks), so I was glad our previous dynamic was still intact.  This afternoon my current preceptor and I went to do a home visit for a patient we saw previously in the office who is now on hospice care for his metastatic melanoma.  As far as terminal patients go, this one is rather fortunate - he is 86 years old, has two great-grandchildren, his wife of 66 years is still mobile and caring for him, and his daughter is helping as well, and he doesn't live in a nursing facility, he is at the home of he and his wife.  My preceptor essentially went over the basics for hospice - making sure he's eating and drinking, that he doesn't have any pain, and managing side effects of pain medications (constipation, which can cause secondary pain).  The wife talked to me a fair amount, and we did a check up with the patient, who has had a lot of family visits and support.  It would be horrible to know you only have a month or two left at best, but if that were the case, his situation is probably one of the more fortunate.  At the end they gave my preceptor two bottles of wine (it's Napa) and he ended up giving me one of them - a 2009 Rose Syrah.  I imagine as a doctor in Napa he gets a lot of gifts of wine from patients - and for good reason, he's a very nice and thorough physician.  

I have finished all the "modules" for my Family Medicine rotation, so now I need to finish the last two quizzes and start reading/preparing for my end of rotation exam.  Sometime next week I will ask Dr. Cotter if he is willing to write me a letter of recommendation - I feel like it will be odd having all my recommendations from Kaiser Family Medicine doctors, but since I am considering family medicine and have gotten along great at Kaiser, this will be very helpful.  The sports medicine doctor (the associate dean of our clinical education) may also be the one who writes my Dean's letter, which would be good since I actually know him - versus the main dean of clinical education is not very well known to me, aside from his bad advice regarding USMLE vs COMLEX for those on the border.   Time to get some light exercise in and eat and study...

Zoster Presentation

Well today was my presentation, and it went pretty well.  My previous preceptor told me just beforehand that we had a really good turnout, that usually not many doctors don't come to the student lectures, and both my preceptors (last one and current one) were sitting to my right as I went through the slides.  I got maybe 2-3 questions, 1-2 comments, and my preceptors chimed in when I was asked questions that I couldn't answer, so it was nice having backup.  Also there were three fellow students in the audience, so that was nice.  Afterwards I got a lot of compliments from them, my preceptors, and the doctor I was with that afternoon - that she learned a lot and that it looked like I had put a lot of time and research into it.  

Didn't see too many interesting patients today, as it was a slightly later start and I had my presentation.  In the latter half, the doctor I was with today went in with me to see a diabetes patient, and she was kind of stressed because she was getting behind and so she was lapsing into a lot of doctor speak that I had to explain to the patients.  I felt kind of bad because it seemed like the doctor and the patients were both having a lot of trouble getting their points across.  The doctor was talking too fast and repeating herself a lot, and not answering the questions as the patients intended (as in they would ask something and the doctor would think they were asking something else and answer that other thing).  I think I am pretty good at speaking with patients, and my last couple preceptors were pretty good too, so it's interesting to see when a doctor has some trouble.

After that, ran off to didactics to see a student lecture on coronary artery disease.  Also handed in the cover letter for my previous preceptor to write a recommendation.

Week 1 FM 2 Complete

Next week has a fair amount in store - on Tuesday I have to do a lunch time presentation about Herpes Zoster to the whole family medicine department at Napa Kaiser.  Yeah, a tad nerve wracking, but hopefully will go okay.  They know I'm a student so they probably expect it to have some flaws.  I mostly am nervous about their questions.  Finished the PowerPoint, now working on a handout.  Plan to practice the presentation at some point this weekend, and of course read over it a billion times.

Last night attended a high school football game with my preceptor - saw some muscle spasms and a kid with a possible nerve root impingement that was causing his upper arm muscles to be weak.  The kid thought it was kinda funny, but of course, meant he couldn't play the rest of the game.  Didn't see any particularly bad accidents, but it was a good time to relax with my preceptor and hang out.  He really has a "dad" feel to him - he's 62 and pretty laid back.  He has a daughter who is a fourth year in medical school, so I think he transfers a bit of that to students he has now.  He also said that I've been doing very well and he sees me being a great family physician.  Most of all, I'm relieved that all these doctors who have been teaching students for a while don't have that stressed-out mean attitude I remember from horror stories people tell and Scrubs.  I should re-watch some of Scrubs...it's a lot more relevant now that I'm doing rotations.  

Next week we will also be doing a couple home visits and maybe a nursing home visit.  We saw this poor man and his family come in - the guy had several melanoma metastases to his brain, and essentially a terminal diagnosis.  The discussion was about arranging hospice care.  Rather depressing.  There is also a class or two happening next week that I will attend.  

Nearly Done - 1st Week FM2

Well, almost done with the week - we've seen a lot of different things - it's hard to remember them all.  I heard an abnormal heart rhythm, saw a lot of upper respiratory problems and rashes, and there have been a fair few things that my preceptor(s) haven't been 100% sure about.  There was a meeting today about some things going on in the departments, such as needing to hire more people, and how to prepare for the CNA (California Nurses Association) sympathy strike on Thursday.  They're providing food for staff so they don't have to cross picket lines, on the off-chance that they protest at our clinic (unlikely).  

Went over my powerpoint a bit with my preceptor, and we decided to re-do the case a bit and use vignettes instead of a specific case because the original case was a bit complicated and might bog down my presentation.  Tomorrow going to help out at a high school football game - hearing about the kinds of injuries young athletes suffer makes me never want to let my kids play sports like football or cheerleading.  Falls where they break their necks, or collisions that cause brain bleeds and repeated concussions.... no thanks.  It is doubtful I will have kids interested in football though, since they will not grow up with it and their parents certainly will not encourage it.  

First Day of FM2

Since I have been with this doctor before, there is not too much more to report.  He's a friendly guy, very open to discussing cases and instructing.  We saw a lot of patients today, and it seems like he takes a while with them so I have a feeling we will be running late a lot of the time.  Of notable cases, there was a patient with cerebral palsy since he was an infant in for trigger point injections, and a 3 year old boy with recurrent episodes of croup, which had been diagnosed as asthma - it is likely some kind of structural problem so we referred him to a specialist.  

In other news, I am still working on my herpes zoster presentation - I just need to hammer out the details, it is essentially organized, and provided that my preceptor approves, it will work out pretty well.  There are also online cases to do, quizzes, and plenty of studying - I have to take my family medicine end-of-rotation exam in 4 weeks.  Not looking forward to it.  

Thursday I will be going to a regional conference in Vallejo (the first 2 hours of it) with my preceptor, there are some lectures on chronic pain management and migraines, so that should be interesting.  On Friday I will be assisting him after work at a high school football game.  Managing to fit in exercise in my schedule is still a challenge - at least I'm eating healthy.  The weekends feel much shorter.

Last Day of FM1

Day started off with a carpool with my preceptor to a psychiatry discussion about the depression questionnaire and how to approach patient care.  It was interesting.  On our way back we stopped at her house briefly and she gave me the tour - it's like I pictured: tons of collectible natural items.  Jade, ancient Asian artifacts, paintings, a 20 foot anaconda skin along the wall up the stairs, shells, fossils like megalodon teeth, framed insects, tons of fruit trees and vegetables in the back yard, herbs throughout the backyard, a library study with the best books, and an Asian nook in the front yard.

After that, we went back to the clinic and saw patients in the afternoon. We talked about a letter of recommendation, she said sure, so I just gotta send her my CV.  Now for a weekend finally.  Starting with the next doctor on Monday.